This may be a strange question but has anyone experienced having issues with not wanting to touch/be touched by the hair of others? I am very curious as I did up until a few years ago. I’ve wondered if it’s related since I’ve had Trich from the age of 5 and I am currently 26.

I had trich a few years ago, it was really horrible for me at school because people were always asking questions which I couldn’t/didn’t want to answer. I got so down because of it and I the people close to me started to be affected by my negative attitude.

I started going to cognative behavoural therapy, my therapist was a really lovely person and she helped me talk through all of the stuff that was going on around me. In the end, we assumed that I’d started pulling due to stress and pulling itself had caused more stress which caused me to pull more. And talking to my therapist broke the cycle.

I haven’t pulled (consistently) in about a year now and I just want to say to the people that have trich, it may feel completely impossible to stop and you may be scared that it will never end but you really can do it. It takes a whole lot of self-belief and self-acceptance but you really can stop. It’s not impossible.

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I started pulling when I was 13. I remember very vividly spending most of my math class preoccupied with pulling the hair out of my fingers. At that age, I was a disappointment. And I don’t mean I felt like one but was just young, I really was. I was a pathological liar and incredibly selfish, even for a preteen. My grades were crap and I was getting handed detentions for not turning in homework, getting more detention for skipping detention, and even suspended a couple of times. There were/are underlying reasons that explain the way I behaved back then and behave now but that’s not what I’m writing about.

The picking got worse, a lot worse, and it worsened so quickly that I didn’t even realize I was removing hair from all sorts of places suddenly. As you guys are probably familiar with, pulling in thicker skin areas leads to horrible ingrown hairs and scarring and all types of gross stuff.

And I don’t want some of you more severe trichsters to think I only stuck to a small area; I pulled from my fingers, my hands, my forearms on both sides, my eyebrows, my eyelashes, my inner thighs, and even my pubes. But even as my skin started looking funny and people started to notice my arms looking odd, I didn’t realize it was a habit of any kind. Nor did I care. I picked in class, on buses, at dinner, during lunch—any damn time, that’s how involuntary it was. It wasn’t until I started getting up in the middle of the night to lock myself in the bathroom and pick for hours on end (and to the point that my back, ribs, and neck would all ache from crouching, even during the day) that I realized there was something wrong.

Once I figured out exactly what it was, and even that it had a name, I was determined to stop. But… well, that’s a lie isn’t it? Knowing what it is doesn’t make you want to stop, does it? Because the truth is it feels great, that release of tension or worry or ache when a follicle finally separates from the skin. But the tension comes back even worse immediately afterwards and you get carried away. That’s what makes you want to stop. I used to think about stopping obsessively and eventually end up pulling to distract myself from the thoughts that were causing a lot of stress. It was an ugly, irritating cycle.

But then, I still can’t pinpoint when, which I guess is the point, I stopped. Just like any form of self-mutilation, it becomes so easy to do after you’ve done it for so long that it just barely hurts. But the other day, out of pure boredom, I tried pulling a hair out of my forearm and it hurt. A lot. Which surprised the hell out of me! I used to pick there all the time! And then I realized it was done.

Right, well, let me level with you all. I still pull from my hands and fingers. My fingers stopped growing hair ages ago and my hands barely grow anything anymore so, while it does feel a little good, I mostly do it to keep things aesthetically equal. My point is, though, it doesn’t have to be forever. Picking or pulling, they can disappear on their own. I’m not necessarily much more evolved now then I had been these past few years so I have no idea what exactly stopped it. I’ve still got stress and my anxiety is worse than it’s ever been, but I no longer pull.

Focus on your own personal growth and self-acceptance. That’s when it ends.
Feel free to ask me anything.
Or if you think I’m full of it, feel especially free to call me out. But you can stop!
And that’s the truth.

So last week went badly.  I started off pull-free for two days, then I started getting stressed about money and moving house and stuff and my willpower crumbled, and I pulled and pulled and pulled.  So here goes again, I’m going to make it to Friday without pulling.  My third day is always really hard because I pull at the short stubbly hairs, and there’s normally loads of them by then.  I’ll try to make sure I’m busy on Wednesday and Thursday.  I’m already finding it hard this morning, there’s one hair that’s just screaming for my attention.  I need to try more of these tips

and again, I pulled.  I hate myself for doing it.

I am 18 years old and I’ve always struggled with anxiety. Even before I was old enough to be in school, I was worrying about whatever little thing I could. Overall I feel like I’ve dealt with my anxieties better than I could have (except for the occasional time). Although lately I’ve been noticing a slight problem with what I’m doing. There has been a lot of change for me (recently finished high school, etc.) and these changes have begun to add to my anxiety again. Unfortunately, I seem to be trying to “pluck” away these anxieties along with my eyelashes and eyebrows. It started off with me pulling out my eyelashes absentmindedly while on the computer, watching tv, or while doing anything that only required part of my attention. I used to say “I was just pulling off the mascara on them” but in reality, I think it just gave me an excuse to put them out. And I LOVE long lashes. I wish very badly that I could have them. You think this would stop me from pulling them out, but it hasn’t. I’ve also always had medium/thick eyebrows and for many years I wished they were thinner. However, except for the occasional “clean-up pluck”, I kept them fairly medium sized. But then, about 6 or 7 months ago I started to pluck, and pluck, and pluck, and pluck, until I would realize that I had literally plucked off half my eyebrows. But I couldn’t stop. Looking back on pictures from a vacation I took in the spring, I understand that they didn’t look very good at all, but I continued plucking like a maniac. So I then began to draw them back in. But I can’t find the right shade and it’s very obvious. I wish I could stop plucking but EVERY SINGLE TIME I see a stray hair, GONE. I’m actually surprised by how much I actually want my old eyebrows back. I guess no matter what, I’ve got something to complain about! It just makes me sad, because it’s almost like a loss of control that I am feeling from this attempt to be IN control of something (my eyebrows).

Anyways. I guess my point of posting this post is basically to ask if this could be considered as trichotillomania or not. I suppose it is in a mild form based on the fact that I can’t seem to stop (although thankfully it hasn’t moved past my eyebrows or eyelashes). Is there anybody with the same sort of problem? And are there any tips to make sure it doesn’t get worse? Thanks for any considerations and/or comments.

Hi, thanks for your post, and welcome to trichsters!  This does sound like Trich, but for a proper diagnosis you should see your doctor.  Many people with Trich only actually pull from one part of their body like you do - personally, I only pull from my eyebrows.  How mild or severe it is has more to do with how much you pull and how much it affects you than how many areas you pull from.  There are a lot of things you can do to help, see this post for lots of tips. 

I’ve been meaning to do this for a while, but I’ve finally collected together all the tips I’ve found so far.  There’s a mixture of tips for short and long hair pullers, in no particular order.  There’s a lot here, but please read through them, and I hope some of them work for you.  If you can think of any tips to add, submit them here:

• If you use tweezers to pull, get rid of them. No excuses or arguments, even if you use them for something else.  If you pluck from somewhere other than your Trich area, switch to another method of hair removal.
• Think about situations where you pull most, and avoid them wherever possible.  This might be watching TV, reading or sitting at your computer. If you can’t avoid it, find something to occupy your hands.  If you pull more when you’re alone, try watching a movie with friends, studying in the library, or reading in the park.
• Think about any other triggers you have.  If you pull your eyelashes more when wearing mascara, stop wearing it.  If you pull from your scalp more when your hair is loose, keep it tied up.  If you find that spending time handling your hair is a trigger, avoid complicated hairstyles.
• Take up hobbies that keep your hands busy.  Many people find they pull more when they’re sitting in front of the TV and their hands are free to wander.  Try sewing, knitting, origami, or anything you enjoy that needs two hands.
• Think about what you eat.  Trich is often closely related to your mood and can be triggered by depression, anxiety and stress.  Eating a healthy diet will help to improve your mood and therefore make it a little easier to avoid pulling.  I’ll be posting more about food soon.
• Exercise regularly.  Exercise releases endorphins which make you feel good, boosting your mood and helping to relieve stress and anxiety.  Try to choose something you’ll really enjoy as you’ll be more likely to keep it up.  Jogging, walking, team sports, climbing, swimming - anything as long as it gets you moving and increases your heart rate.  Try to do something for 30 minutes 3 times a week.  As well as boosting your mood, you’ll probably find that you can’t pull while you’re doing it.  Ever tried pulling hair out while running?
• You can’t always avoid situations where your hands are free to pull.  Everyone has school or work, and if you sit at a desk for hours it can be hard to avoid.  Carry something with you for your free hand to play with - try elastic bands, beads, a charm bracelet, stress ball or a tangle toy.
• Keep busy.  Take up hobbies, see friends, work and play hard, and don’t allow yourself to be bored.
• Try wearing nail varnish.  Putting it on keeps your hands busy, and I find that I won’t pull while it’s wet.  Sometimes it helps me not to pull when it’s dry because I don’t want to ruin it by picking.
• Cover your hair.  If you’re really driving yourself crazy, try pulling a thick hairband down over your brows or a hat/scarf over your hair so it’s in the way.  This doesn’t always work because you can just take it off, but the extra obstacle should make you stop and think about what you’re doing so it does help a little.
• Moisturiser on eyebrows or conditioner in your hair.  This makes the hairs harder to grip and pull.  Moisturiser on your eyebrows can also repair some of the damage to the skin from digging at the shorter hairs.  Just don’t get it in your eyes, ouch.
• Wet hair.  Again, this can make it harder to grip.
• Cut down on caffeine.  The extra energy from caffeine can be a trigger, you might find it makes your hands a bit restless.  
• Cut down on alcohol.  Being drunk or hungover isn’t going to help. Alcohol is a depressant, and low mood is a trigger.
• Get plenty of sleep.  We all feel better after a good night’s sleep, and being tired can be a trigger.  Getting plenty of sleep can also help with stress.  If you’re having trouble sleeping, try cutting down caffeine during the day, drinking chamomile tea, warm baths, using lavender oil on pillows, and herbal remedies or sleeping tablets.  Try to develop a bedtime routine to help you relax.  Switch off the tv and computer an hour before you go to bed.
• Wear gloves.  They get in the way, and having to take them off to pull should make you stop and think about what you’re doing.
• When you’re trying to stop, set goals and reward yourself for achieving them.  It doesn’t have to cost money to reward yourself, so if you’re broke, anything you will want or enjoy will do.
• If quitting seems too daunting, try a small goal like not pulling for just one day.  Achieving it will help boost your confidence and prove to yourself that you CAN do it.  Start small and build it up.
• Fingernails.  Some people find long or fake nails get in the way and stop them pulling.  Others find that keeping them short makes it harder to grip hairs.  See what works for you.  Fake nails can also help stop you biting your nails if you do this too.
• Try hairspray or gel in your hair in a pretty style.  It can be harder to get hold of a single strand when it’s stiff or clumped together.  Styling can also help you hide bald spots.  (NOTE: if spending time touching or styling your hair is a trigger for you, this one isn’t for you)
• Wear bandannas, flowers, hairbands or hats.  These can get in the way of pulling, cover up bald spots and make you feel prettier.
• Try itching or patting when you feel the urge to pull.
• Some scalp pullers find that it helps to braid hair when they feel the urge to pull it out.
• Band-aids or plasters.  Try sticking these over both your thumbs, to stop you being able to grip short hairs.
• Some people find hypnosis helpful.  There are sessions available to buy and download from some websites which are specifically aimed at skin picking, nail biting and hair pulling.
• If you find yourself obsessing over other people’s hair, avoid things like glossy magazines.  Looking at the perfectly groomed models isn’t going to make you feel any better. 
• Stop comparing your hair to other people.  Think of something you like about your hair. Is it curly, straight, long, short, shiny, a cool style, really manageable, frizz-free or a gorgeous colour?  Once you’ve thought of something you like, remind yourself every day.
• Try thinking about what you like about your body, instead of focussing on problem areas.  You may have a bald patch right now, but you also have a great figure/smile/bum.  Remind yourself of this when you feel down about your hair.
• When you’re going pull-free, don’t inspect your scalp/brows/lashes every day.  This is like being on a diet and getting on the scales every day to see if you’ve lost weight.  It takes time for the hair to grow back, so try to just check once a week.
• If possible, don’t try to go pull-free at a stressful time, like during exams or when moving house.  It’s a much harder time to quit, so you’re more likely to slip up and experience all the negative feelings of failure and lower confidence that come with it.  Instead, concentrate on reducing pulling during this time, as it’s much more achievable, and try to quit completely when things have calmed down.
• Try blogging.  Some people find that telling the (online) world how they get on every day can help stop them pulling.  The thought of telling everyone you slipped up today just might be enough to stop you if you’re on the edge.  Having a place to talk about your feelings can really help, and it can help you keep track of your progress.  Your blogs followers can be a great source of support too.  The important thing is to be truthful.

I pulled out quite a lot of hairs today.  I could tell you how I feel about it, but you’ve been there, so you know for yourself.

Tomorrow I will try again.